I miss you.

Ya Allah, tolong kuatkan hatiku. Aku sedih sangat sangat weh. Aku rindu dia sangat sangat, terlampau rindukan dia. I know he doesn't miss me at all. Hmm, I just know. Dia tengah buat apa lah agaknya, Hmm, banyak kali aku nak text dia tanya dia tengah buat apa, and so on. But aku tahan diri aku, sebab aku tahu yang aku ni tak penting untuk dia. Cara dia ws aku pun aku tahu, aku baca ws dia dengan fina, and I know how much he love her. Dia yang contact fina dulu, and tanya pasal relay dorang. Aku sepatutnya tak patut add wc dia dulu, sepatutnya aku tak patut dengar cakap hati aku nak add dia dulu, even aku dah baca bio twitter dia, sepatutnya aku dah boleh agak semua tu. And sepatutnya aku just boleh suka dia dalam diam je, tak patut bagitahu dia. Tapi kenapalah aku dengar cakap hati aku ni. Kan dah jadi macam ni. Aku tak menyesal pun, just aku terkilan dengan dia sangat sangat. Aku sedih dengan diri dia yang sekarang ni. I WANT THE OLD HIM. I JUST WANT THAT. Nothing more than that. Hmm, I wish dia happy lah kat luar sana, and semoga dia sihat selalu, and always in good condition. Seing him happy is was good enough for me. No matter what happen, nothing's change. No one can take his place, and hold you in my heart forever. I'll always remember. I love you Syafiq Daniel. I always do. And my birthday for this year, it wont same without him. I just want him to be with me on my birthday. Just that, but I know it is impossible. What can I do for now is, waiting for him eventhough he doesn't belong to me anymore, it is because he always be in my heart forever.