Pain

I'm here without you, but you still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you still with me in my dreams.
And tonight boy, its only you and me.

 Here Without You Baby

I was thinking of... I felt like I know know him. I know its hard and I know he won't do to hurt me. But I didn't realise that I feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself. And then it just be completely shattered by one thing. By something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it was my fault. I was in pain. I know I'm acting a bit crazy strung out a little bit hazy. Hand over heart, I'm praying that I'm gonna make it out alive. The future we hold is so unclear and I'll bet the odds against it all. You got me scattered in pieces, shining like stars and screaming, lightning me up like venus. But then you disappear and make me wait. And every second's like torture, hell over trip no more so. Finding a way to let go but baby no I can't escape. I'm hoping that after all this I'll survive and be happy with you again.